Who am I?

who exactly am I? Am i just some random girl who dresses edgy? Am i a dancer? A singer? How about a friend, or a sister? Am i a daugher? I am all these things, and much more.

People tend to judge me sometimes. She dresses weird, she's a band geek, she wears too much eyeliner, she must be a whore because she's always surrounded by that group of guys. I've heard it all before. What i've never heard is "She may look different, but she's really nice." or "I like the fact that she's not afraid to be who she wants to be." And I know exactly why.

People are so caught up in how they look and what others think about them that they are too worried about that to care who they hurt in the process, or who couldve been their friend. People such as my friend Marina. She's full out goth. The hair, the clothes, the rebellious attitude. What other people don't know is that she's one of the nicest people you'll ever meet. She has the perkiness of a cheerleader and can tell jokes till you're crying. The average person doesnt see this because they're too busy judging her on her appearances to think about what kind of person she is.

What exacly is popular? Well, by my definition, it is somewhone who has a lot of friends and a lot of people like. What is popular at school? Someone who dresses the "right way" and tears down others who are not on their social level. The only people who like them are their group of friends, if that. To me, that's not popular. That's thinking you're better than someone. I dont consider myself the "school" definition of popular, but by MY definition, i think I am :)

So this is me: I dress a little "out there", I don't say the things I should sometimes, I make mistakes. I'm a singer, a dancer, a performer. I'm a lover. I'm a fighter. And by my definition, I am most definitely popular.