Brothers

I know for a fact that i've mentioned before how much my boys mean to me, but i've never really gone into depth about it. I often get ridiculed for hanging out with guys all the time. "But you're so pretty!" one girl said after she saw me with them out to eat one night. "You could do so much better!"said another. "Why to you even hang out with them?" one girl asked. My response? "Because I love them."

Ever since i was little,I've always had a certian thing about guys. Yea, i had my girl friends,but i always seemed to get along better with boys. This carried on into high school where i found out that friends can turn into best friends and best friends can turn into family. I always wanted a brother growing up too. I guess as i got older and friendships formed, i got unbiological brothers that are best friends all in one.

The first guy i can ever remember opening up to as a best friend is Jesse. We've known each other since 1st grade and he's one of my best friends to this day. We've talked about everything under the sun and he knows almost everyting about me (some things i cant tell anyone but hannah lol). He's been there through Elementary School, the Hell that is BMS, and my freshman year of High School. If he hasnt left me yet, then hes trapped for life haha.

My boys are like my family. I feel completely comfortable around them and they treat me as one of the boys and i love it. Looking at all of us now,I can honestly say that i think we'll all be best friends throughout our entire lives. I think of each and every one of these guys as my brothers and i would literally do anyting for them. I hope they think as high of me as I do of them :) love you boys :)

Snow White and The Seven Dorks

I've known Jesse since 1st grade. He's been one of my best friends ever since :) He's pretty much been the only constant in my life all these years

Evan's such a cutie :)

Isaac is hands down my best guy friend (alex doesnt count) We're kinda twins separated back in Italy lol

me and all my boys <3 i love them (BTW there are 7 in this picture!)

ok so tonight i watched a movie called Sydney White and the Seven Dorks. Its about this girl Sydney White whos mom died when she was 9 and her Dad (and the construction workers he works with) raised her. She goes off to college to join the same sorority her mom was in. She ends up not making it cuz of this girl Rachel Witchburn (r u seein the connection yet?) in and she ends up having to stay in the "Vortex", which is a house that these 7 dorks live in. The end up being like her best friends and she falls in love with Tyler Prince (if ur not seein the connection to Snow White by now, u never will lol)

Anyways, this movie got me thinking about why i liked it so much. heres what i came up with:

-Sydney is an outsider that really doesnt have very many girl friends

-She hangs out with dorks (who all happen to be guys)

-She's pretty much the only girl they know

-She really doesnt care what anyone thinks about her and shes not afraid to act like a guy

Shes pretty much me in movie form lol. My friends are primarily guys (bsides hannah, duh), they're not exactly on a high social status, and they really don't talk to girls. They're all socially awkward, which is prettt much how my boys are. I'm a really observant person and heres what i came up with this time:

Isaac makes jokes and laughs at his own jokes when trying to fit in

Jesse looks down and half-smiles when he gets nervous

Evan talks in a voice thats barely audible and hardly says anthing at all

Ben uses vulgarity

Ethan won't talk in full sentences (yes, no, uh-huh, nuh-uh, etc.)

Everyone is dork lol my friends are just about 100pts up from the rest of society on the dork scale. I love my boys with all my heart. They're like family to me and wouldnt trade them for anyting in the world

Fine, just make me feel guilty y dont u??

you know what i hate? Those dumb infomercials they play after new years and christmas about weightloss and getting fit. I already feel bad enough about myself already, thank you very much.

So today I sat on the couch all day long watching tv at my Memaws house. And you know what? I counted 3 weightloss and workout equipment comericals in one break! I'm pretty sure they're just trying to guilt us into buying their diet programs because they know we're all feeling fat from all the holiday food. I almost get sick just to look at my bare stomach in the mirror anymore. *shudder* I want to get in shape, but seriously, who has the time??

so anyways, i've made my decision. I'm going to buy into this whole weightloss cliche. Tomorrow.