You Left The Stage In The Middle Of A Song

Dear Michael,
Words cannot describe how broken my heart is. Never in my life did I think that someone so special and wonderful as you could be the victim of a tragedy. Every day I relive every moment we've ever had together, from 6th grade when you used to like to pull practical jokes on me to just last friday when we teamed up and argued with Isaac about how camping with a camper IS camping lol. You told me to tell you how Blackwater Falls was on Tuesday, because you'd never been there. I'm sorry that I never got to share it with you.
You were an amazing person. I don't think I ever saw you really get mad. Every time I saw you, you always had a smile on your face, always laughing at something or just smiling to yourself. I miss that more than you will ever know.
When people tell me not to be sad, that makes me angry for some reason. Nobody except your close friends will ever know what it is like to lose such a dear person. I guess it just makes me angry that people who don't understand could ever tell me not to be sad. It's impossible.
And just when I think i've finished crying, i can't stop. All it takes anymore is just someone bringing your name up in conversation to make me go back into depression mode. I know it's not healthy, but I've come to love the silence, and to love the times when noone's around so I can be alone with my thoughts and memories of the good times.
You had such a bright future. I was sure you were going to grow up to be a hollywood film director and marry Miley Cyrus (remember that one time at lunch when I called her a slut and you told me you'd marry her in a heartbeat? lol). But sadly, your future was taken in a completely different direction, and because of that, so has mine.
I've come to realize something recently. Life is so precious. In the blink of an eye, someone can be gone without warning. You didn't do anything wrong. It was just your time to go. But because of you, I think you've made all of us just a little more stronger, and just a little more adventurous. Because if you live like you're dying, you have nothing to regret when your time on earth is over.
May you rest in peace.
Your good friend,
Rachel <3